Why d'you think I said I'm not choosing? Oswin's still - [Fuck. There's no way to talk around this.] - she still means a lot to me. But Euri gets so much that Oswin has to work to understand. We have the same damage.
[ Yeah, but Euri will only push you further into that hatred you feel, he thinks. For the moment, he stays quiet to give John time to further express his emotions. ]
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