[ After a moment, he joins John, sitting on the other end of the couch. There's a pause, before: ]
What about Oswin? [ Honestly, he's still upset with both of them for what happened earlier, but this conversation's too important to dwell on that now. ]
Why d'you think I said I'm not choosing? Oswin's still - [Fuck. There's no way to talk around this.] - she still means a lot to me. But Euri gets so much that Oswin has to work to understand. We have the same damage.
[ Yeah, but Euri will only push you further into that hatred you feel, he thinks. For the moment, he stays quiet to give John time to further express his emotions. ]
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Calm down. I'm not asking you to choose.
But if this really is a deal breaker for both of you, you're gonna have to accept it.
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No.
[This is it. He's not letting someone walk away on him. It's the closest he'll probably get to an admission that she actually matters.]
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What's your plan? Somehow make her change her mind?
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[His mocking sneer is as weak as his earlier smirk.]
I don't fucking know, dude. I have no idea.
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He gestures to the couch with a glance. ]
Sit down.
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What about Oswin? [ Honestly, he's still upset with both of them for what happened earlier, but this conversation's too important to dwell on that now. ]
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